OMG

i finally did my first split EVER! it was a side split, left leg in front and i think technically I have about 1/2" to go but OMG i can't believe that doing one set of yoga moves for only the second time i was able to go from a good 5" from the ground to this! I'm kind of proud of myself haha

day 2

of the ab challenge. unfortunately, my thighs are killing me from all the squats i did yesterday so the routine took me longer today :( BUT i am definitely feeling it in my lower abs, and legs apparently.

ab challenge

i'm starting today. i've been working out almost every day this summer...not in the most effective ways but its hot out so whatever. also i like to make excuses so there.

i just took my day one picture.

so we shall see how this goes...

also driving me nuts...jealous over other people's engagement/wedding/happy couples photos. i have a checklist going in my head for what needs to happen to GET THAT RING. it's the only piece of jewelry i actually want from anyone. one similar in concept to this: http://www.verragio.com/Verragio-Engagement-Rings/Venetian-Engagement-Rings/VENETIAN-5011R-4?slide=7 (meaning a diamond in the middle and a fancy band near the setting...) blargh. and mike better get photos of the whole shindig. yeahhh.

made two drawings yesterday using oil pastels mostly. they came out pretty cool so even though the concept isn't entirely original, i'm relying on my own creativity for inspiration for the most part. for the other parts when a muse is needed i use tumblr which i lurve.

also being high makes me more awesome. i can finally understand myself on a basic level, i can feel true feelings without thoughts about justifications and fear of rejection jump in and change my mind...it's nice.

why are people so...complacent...with being a cliche or a statistic? getting knocked up in your teens/early early 20s, getting engaged when you're like 19 and FUCKING PROPOSING on valentines day. how uninspiring. it's not special if everyone else does it. it's driving me nuts. blargh.